365?

So I am contemplating attempting the 365 project again. I have taken pictures yesterday and today. The problem is I am a little lazy to go downstairs and grab my camera. So tomorrow I will post my pictures for the first 2 days. I hope I can keep it up this time... eeekkk!

2/365

Until my Mom sends me the picture I took of my Grandma at yesterday I will have to start with today. I thought for the first round of pictures I would focus on my New Years Resolutions and take snap shots to represent them. One of my goals this year is to become a real runner. I have completed 3 5k's in since September 1st and running has helped me lose 30 lbs but I am not a true runner... YET. I am more of a WOGGER. So this year I would like to keep moving and hopefully run a 10 minute mile. I started week 5 day 1 of the C25K again yesterday and it felt great. Tomorrow I hope to do day 2 outside, if not I will have to do it on the treadmill at the gym, boo!

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We moved my Grandma into a home on Christmas Eve and my number one goal this year is to spend time with the people I love and have been so awesome to me during my life. I want to make more time for my Abuelita, Dad, and Mom. I want to have my children enjoy them and get the as many moments with them as possible.

Miss Ellie

First set of pig tails today. This came after a 30 minute diaper change operation. Guess who caught the bug from Koey?

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There are days

where I love being a Mom and spending time with my kids is my favorite thing. Then there are days like today when I am looking at the clock at 5:30 wondering how much longer I have till bedtime. Granted these days are few and far between but at one point during actual bedtime at 9 pm I looked at Kevin and said I could actually jump out of the window. Of course I was being dramatic but truthfully I don't remember feeling this overwhelmed since Ava was months old with colic. I don't even know what it was that got me today. Kohen was extremely whiny and had several bm's, none of which happen on the potty. He woke up both girls during nap time multiple times and really just gave me a hard time. I had plans for this Christmas break. I wanted to get the house in order. I want to actually MOP my floors, go through our dressers, clean my cabinets, but with three kids with me all day running around like crazy or constantly needing help, I haven't gotten to any of it yet. I pick up the MOUNDS of toys we have acquired over the years and see that we are clearly lacking in storage. A couple of hours later they are all over the floor again. When I say floor I mean all the floors; living room, bedrooms, kitchen even bathroom. Having the set up goals for myself to declutter and deep clean my house is making me more cranky because time is running out and knowing it probably will run out makes me feel like a loser. So while I laid in bed with Ellie and watched her fall asleep and thought for a moment of my next move should I make my way down to the kitchen or to the room of my sweet boy crying in his own bed for someone to come lay with him. I could have let him cry himself to sleep, after all he was a major pain today, but instead I decided to just go and lay with him. I held him in my arms for a little while and listened to his breath get deeper and slower. Am I the only one who loves the way kids look as they fall asleep? I told him I loved him and snuggled him closer, because just yesterday he looked up at me with his huge brown eyes squinted in a smile to tell me I was the best Mommy ever, so no matter how cluttered or dirty my floors get I guess my main goal of building a loving and supportive family/home for my kids is working and making me feel like less of a loser. And hey I can always try and mop again tomorrow I mean I did get a chance to vacuum today---

The one where I attempt to catch you up on the Guishard Gang

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Polka-Dot Cuties

Kohen and Ellie wore home the same polka-dot outfit. Of course his is blue and hers is pink. I love them though. Wish we had one when AJ was born.